Do Emotions Create Reality?

“There is no objective reality!  In order for the brain not to be overwhelmed by the constant deluge of sensory input, some sort of filtering system must enable us to pay attention to what our bodymind deems the most important pieces of information and to ignore the others. . . Our emotions . . decide what is worth paying attention to.”

minds under constructionCandace Pert spent much of her scientific career making a case that “Emotions are constantly regulating what we experience as ‘reality’.”

In her book Molecules of Emotion she chronicles her findings. Enjoying the cutting edge of research she took an unconventional approach to her Ph.D. dissertation and is credited with finding the opiate receptor in the brain.  Her earliest work laid the foundation for the discovery of endorphins.

Dr. Pert pushed the boundaries of the scientific community, as well as resolutely calling out the patriarchy in the field.  Both made her unpopular, occasionally blacklisting her.  Still she relentlessly pursued her science.

Pert explained how our emotions are the sensory information travelling to our brains – filtering the “signals the receptors are receiving from the peptides.”  Through her persistence, the scientific community even acknowledged “the presence of brain peptides in the immune system.”

Our emotions influence brain activity and our immune system.  Knowing this we can reframe our expectations and beliefs.  Using biofeedback and breathing techniques peptides can be released to manage things like stress and pain.  When these peptides travel from the brainstem, they diffuse “throughout the cerebrospinal fluid” in an attempt “to restore homeostasis.”

 “Mind doesn’t dominate body, it becomes body—body and mind are one.”

The more I learn the more convinced I am that allowing my emotions to be hijacked doesn’t just make for a crappy day; I’m doing myself a real physical disservice!

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“The truth is on the march and nothing will stop it.” – Emile Zola

The World is My Mirror

BeliefAfter reading multiple books on the intersection of quantum physics and philosophy, Candace Pert’s Molecules of Emotion and Bruce Lipton’s Biology of Belief, I realized I’m trying to validate what I believe with science – for myself … AND to convince other people that what I’m learning is too important to ignore.  Some people don’t want to get on my train.  They believe what they believe.  They think what they think – they see what they see.   Period.

Still I want to shout from the rooftops!  Think of the possibilities, the consequences!  Look at what we’re creating!  Wake up with me!

I want my most precious people to embrace a journey of growth.  Some will; some won’t.  Some will walk with me side-by-side; for a while.  Some will walk a different path.

I can still shout from the rooftops – because this stuff is too important to ignore.  Who joins me in conversation isn’t up to me.   It’s time to unclench and release the illusion of control.  It’s time to trust the process of perception.

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“If you ask me what I came into this life to do, I will tell you; I came to live out loud.” – Emile Zola

Start With Where You Are

026Someone played a YouTube Video about Happy Cows … It got me thinking about the consciousness of all beings; how the animals that live with me have personalities – feel things; maybe cows do too.  So why am I eating them – cows I mean?  And chickens?  And Pigs?  I might need to re-think a few things.

This, of course led to serious fretting about leather coats, shoes, purses.  If I stopped eating meat because of their “consciousness” – then I need to purge everything; because otherwise I’d just be a hypocrite.  But what about proteins?!  Will I get enough?!  STOP!  Just stop.  Start with where you are.  One thing I’m learning from meditation; I can’t do, be, change everything all at once, now, immediately – I just need to start with where I am.

Today I’m feeling the consciousness of cows.

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““If having a soul means being able to feel love and loyalty and gratitude, then animals are better off than a lot of humans.” ― James Herriot, All Creatures Great and Small

Navigating The Middle

Steinhatchee Lucy 2The practice of tonglen, Pema Chodron explains in Comfortable with Uncertainty is to “invite the pain in.”  It takes courage; then conversely gives courage.  When I breathe in what “is painful or undesirable,” stop resisting, acknowledge who I am, I can find “the middle ground between acting out and repressing.”

Pema says that with meditation and this practice of tonglen:  

“… we discover how to hold our seat and feel completely what’s underneath the story line of craving or aversion … underneath all that hopelessness and despair … we find bodhichitta” – our natural state.    

The idea of surrender, yielding to the pain; allowing it to wash over me, sink in; and really getting that it’s just a story I’m telling myself – is nauseating and tantalizing.

“In post-meditation, when the poisons of passion, aggression, or ignorance arise, the instruction is to drop the story line.  Instead of acting out or repressing, we use the poison as an opportunity to feel our heart, to feel the wound, and to connect with others who suffer in the same way.” 

Use the poison – feel the wound; let go of the story line … that “is the key to touching in with the wealth of bodhichitta” – my real self.  I fluctuate between gut clenching and calm.  Again, grateful that Pema says:

“With all the messy stuff, no matter how messy it is, just start where you are.”

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“All great changes are proceeded by chaos.” ― Deepak Chopra

Unfurling my Pill Bug Self

“When you notice what you do, don’t try to change it.  Don’t criticize yourself for whatever it is you’re doing.  Just notice what it is.”

Texas 2015 05 27Been spending a lot of time noticing, as Pema Chodron recommends in Comfortable with Uncertainty.  She says if we stay in the middle:

“. . we start to see what’s happening . . . we acknowledge our aversions and our cravings.  We become familiar with the strategies and beliefs we use to fortify our cocoon . . . we start to get curious about what’s going on.” 

Pema says we do three things when we see our irritating habits – the ones that make us crazy like “laziness, anger, or self-pity.”  She says we use the three futile strategies.”  FUTILE!  “fu·tile; (fyo͞odl,ˈfyo͞odīl) / adjective; incapable of producing any useful result; pointless.”  Got it!

They are “attacking, indulging, and ignoring.” 

“. . attacking is particularly popular.  When we see our habit we condemn ourselves.  We criticize and shame ourselves for indulging in comfort, or pitying ourselves, or not getting out of bed.  We wallow in the feeling of badness and guilt.”

Certainly!  A favorite pastime, flagellating myself because I’m human, get pissed, am less than perfect.  Note to Self:  must stop this.

 “. . indulging is equally common.  We justify and even applaud our habit: “This is just the way I am. . . We may be haunted by self-doubt and feelings of inadequacy but we talk ourselves into condoning our behavior.” 

Oh yes .. another amusement: lively conversations with the committee in my head – not helping.  Neither are the obsessive compulsive trips to the cookie cupboard!

 “. . ignoring is quite effective, at least for a while.  We dissociate, space out, go numb.” 

My favorite strategy; my wee cocoon.  So much time imitating a pill bug.  Pull back, curl up – wrap myself in that protective shell – I’m gonna be okay!  . . . Is that not working???  NOOOOO!!!

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A warrior bodhisattvas will try the “fourth alternative”“experiencing whatever you’ve been resisting-without exiting in your habitual ways.  Become inquisitive about your habits.”  Just observe, watch.  This is HARD!!!

I walk around having weird conversations with myself .. “no, no, don’t repress your anger – just watch it … no, no, now you’re indulging  – whoa!  Go easy girl, you’ve pilled up; unfurl yourself” – no need to go all passive aggressive.  Aaaaaahhhhhh!  Sigh.  Lucky me, I get to try again tomorrow.  Remember, just be curious about myself.  It (whatever “it” is) – will be revealed.  Pema says:

“Practice touching in with the fundamental tenderness and groundlessness of your being before it hardens into habit. Do this with the clear intention that your ego-clinging diminish and that your wisdom and compassion increase.” 

Yeah – that.  And time is my friend.

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“It always seems impossible until it’s done.” ― Nelson Mandela