I’m Skeered

Italy - Florence 2The opportunity I imagined knocked on my door last week.  I didn’t exactly slam the door shut, but my sigh of relief was cosmic when it faded back into the wallpaper.  Amazing!  I can want something, take a few puny steps in its direction; then when it peeks its head around the corner I hesitate.  Run scared.

“Luck is what happens when preparation meets opportunity.” – Seneca

It’s time to be prepared.  REALLY prepared.  Not just “blah, blah, blah – I’m a big talker” prepared.  I can sit on my sofa and imagine big stuff – events very different from my workaday world.  But I move slowly; I’m comfortable, safe.  Then I get antsy; claim boredom – take a few more puny steps.  Talk – talk – talk.  Fear; it’s all fear.  And boy did I feel it last week.  What am I scared of – Failing?  Succeeding?  Both?

The opportunity will return.  Time for my steps to be more substantial; put my money where my mouth is as “they” say.  Go!  Do.  I’m feeling lucky.

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 “It’s the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting.” ― Paulo Coelho

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