T-Shirt Philosophy

Went on a t-shirt buying binge over the holidays.  Good distraction for what ailed me – plus I got to get my Philosophy geek on.  When my clan of enquiring minds said “huh?” – I realized I needed elevator cliff notes on what the T’s meant.  Of course one customer comment prophesized: “you realize no one will know what you’re talking about when you wear that.”

For future queries and my own recollection; my elevator notes:

  • Socrates – Corrupting the Youth, Since the 5th Century B.C.E.

The man who said:

“An unexamined life is not worth living.”

“True knowledge exists in knowing that you know nothing.”

“To find yourself, think for yourself.”

.. used questions as a method to expose people and issues; often making the distinguished look foolish.  By shining a light on the ignorance around him, Socrates pissed off his enemies. They convicted him of “corrupting the youth” and condemned him to death.  He wouldn’t run away even when he had the chance.  Now that’s standing up for what you believe in!

  • Plato’s Cave – Search & Rescue Team: Bringing you to the light, since 380 BCE

My first Philosophy class was organized around Plato’s Parable of the Cave in The Republic.  Made quite an impression.

When chained to a wall in a cave and nothing can be seen but shadows projected onto that wall – people will fabricate their reality.  Knowing no better, they watch objects pass by the fire behind them, and give these shadows identity.  Should a prisoner become free and escape the cave – eyes adjusting to the brightness, they see that the shadows weren’t real.

Most inmates though have no desire to leave their shadow world; the life they know.  So beware, you who would rescue them, they may turn on you and call you the crazy one.

  • J.P. Sartre – Condemned To Be Free, Since 1946

“Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.”

Existential – Free will.  Are we free agents responsible for choosing our own development through acts of will?  Sartre says yes.

He says there is no choice but to choose; this is the human condition.  We say we must take the next right step.  What is the “next right step?”  It’s the step we choose to take.  Without justification; no excuses.  We choose the things we choose – because we choose them.  This is our great responsibility.  Quit blaming others or circumstances for how our life turns out.

It’s easy to forget where my sense of knowing comes from – those curious instincts and intuitions.  They come from years of discovery, learning and trying out my hypotheses.  From the stuff I read and my trial and error experience when I practice what I preach.  I remain forever grateful to my tribe of seekers – who relentlessly poke and prod me to remember.

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 “There is only one thing a philosopher can be relied upon to do, and that is to contradict other philosophers.” – William James

Open to Magic

Peru flowersPeter, Paul and Mary’s “Puff the Magic Dragon” dependably brings tears to my eyes.  When mom died the tears just rolled down my face; I felt Puff’s loss of Jackie Paper in my bones – “Without his lifelong friend Puff could not be brave.”

Today; still tears but different.  Curious; not feeling loss so much as appreciating that this separation is me from myself; and it’s an illusion.  After being surrounded by enchanted people for five days in the Colorado Rockies I feel closer to my Puff.

Magically, mom drops pennies across my path to remind me she’s always near.  As Terri and I left an afternoon session with Martha and the Team, she silently bent down and picked up a penny and handed it to me.  Staying open to all possibilities—happiness drops in my palm.

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“To see a world in a grain of sand and heaven in a wild flower, Hold infinity in the palm of your hand and eternity in an hour.” – William Blake

Existential Awareness – I am Thrown

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“When I consider the brief span of my life, swallowed up in the eternity before and behind it, the small space that I fill, or even see, engulfed in the infinite immensity of spaces which I know not, and which know not me, I am afraid, and wonder to see myself here rather than there; for there is no reason why I should be here rather than there, now rather than then.” – Pascal

“Rarely has the existential problem been put more simply and beautifully.  In this passage we see,

  • first, the profound realization of the contingency of human life which existentialists call “throwness”.
  • second, we see Pascal facing unflinchingly the question of being there or more accurately “being where?”
  • third, we see the realization that one cannot take refuge in some superficial explanation of time and space, which Pascal, scientist that he was could well know; and
  • last, the deep shaking anxiety arising from this stark awareness of existence in such a Universe.”

Rollo May, The Discovery of Being; Writings in Existential Psychology


“Thrownesss” – delicious!  What a word, what a concept.  Grateful that I’m not alone, curious, asking questions like: Why am I here?  What does it mean to be ME in MY body, with MY mind – today; doing what I do, in this reality?  How am I not someone else?  In some other time?

Thrownness is a concept in existential philosophy…  The idea is this: We can’t control where we enter the world. We don’t control the historical moment, the economic status of our parents, whether we’re born free or enslaved. All of these things just happen. Thus, we are thrown into the world.

Because of thrownness a lot of options are automatically unavailable to us. What do we do with this?   ..existential philosophers.. would argue that we have to build lives for ourselves. We have to push to maximize our freedom even if the world we’re born into is inherently flawed or unfair.

What do we mean by freedom?  Well, the kind of freedom existentialists talk about is not political freedom and it’s not anarchic freedom either.. existentialists mean a kind of personal philosophical commitment to living an authentic life–one in which what we do reflects who we really are. In other words, we don’t want to live lives of mindless conformity, of not questioning, of doing only what is expected of us.” – herbguggenheim.com Blog

“Thrownesss” – “What do we do with this?”  “What do we mean by freedom?”  I am here – this is now; a place to start.  Awareness is critical to an authentic life; to be who I am, to create an existence that reflects a real me.

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Martin Heidegger used the expression Dasein to refer to the experience of “being” that’s unique to human-beings; to our awareness of “being-in-the-world.”  This clever YouTube video cartoon takes a shot at what it all means.

“Man is nothing else but that which he makes of himself.” – Jean-Paul Sartre

Liberating My Wild Cat

Alex-my wild childOur conversation meandered around how our outer world reflects our inner self; what that might look like in real life – to a story about my cats.  “My old female cat and my wild cat don’t get along.”  Cleo (old female) beats up on Alex (wild); bullies her – pushes her away, especially during family time.  My wild cat is completely intimidated and browbeaten.  “Really?!!”  The reaction to Alex’s smack-down woke me to an interesting series of reflections.

If my world mirrors who I am inside, I’m a little bit “crotchety old female” and a little bit “scared wild child.”  What’s up with my inner old lady?  Why does she bully the wild girl?  Why does the wild girl run scared?  How do I get these aspects of myself to rub-together better?

I know my wild child.  I know my old lady.  One side urges me to take risks – the other to consider consequences.  Both bring good and bad.  The wild child got me in some seriously deep do-do (more than once) … she also delighted me with exciting, unique, fun experiences I’ll never forget.  That old lady!  She reminds me of the practical aspects of life; that being a part of and fitting in isn’t ALL bad; to think my actions ALL THE WAY through.  Despite my horror of becoming a snarky old, stick-in-the-mud curmudgeon – my old lady saves my ass.

Self-reflection, contemplation and meditation on all my bits – accepting and loving the squirrely, sour and ghastly alongside the nice, endearing and delightful is my goal.  Strangely enough I like my mischievous, melodramatic side; although when I see compassion and generosity in others – I want to be that!

Yesterday Alex tore past me as I walked into the bedroom; poor thing, so dang full of fear.  Cleo and her baleful meow follows me around, demanding attention.  Something to think on; meditate about.  Liberating my wild cat.  Loving my crotchety old lady.

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“Meditation can help us embrace our worries, our fear, our anger; and that is very healing. We let our own natural capacity of healing do the work.” – Thich Nhat Hanh

Time is my Friend

Wyoming 9“…when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.” – When Harry Met Sally

Enthusiasm, ignorance, faith and impatience consistently carried me over the cliff most of my adult life.  Impatient to be a grown up I bounded out of my parent’s house two months after high school.  So young, so unprepared!  Ignorant and craving “something” I pitched myself from Indiana to Michigan to live with my cousin.  Faith, hope and yearning took 21-year old married me from Michigan to Georgia.  Six years later, divorced, impatient and eager to play, I quit my job, sold my house and PLAYED!

Finally ready to “settle down” I lucked into a great company and for 25 years plied my risk taking nature in more constructive ways; got an unconventional college degree and took on jobs bigger than I could gracefully chew with my mouth closed.  Seeking, investigating new horizons – delving into the deep dark crevices of my soul.  Happily took another chance on love and marriage with my generous husband – and continue to learn what taking vows and making promises really means.  Today I sit on the precipice of the last third of my life and I’m REALLY ready for the next leap.

Older, wiser – scraped a bit by the bumpy road I chose, I remain enthusiastic and hopeful.  Still impatient as hell, just not quite as ignorant.  I’m beginning to see how time is my friend – (thank you Renee for a practical and effective mantra!).  Aligning my thoughts and emotions, I calm the impatience and take action to hang-glide off the cliff instead of my usual impulsive, sometimes reckless jump.

I’m amazed how the quantum universe creates a safe space for me to make a difference, learn cool new stuff and practice patience.  It’s pretty easy to be annoyed when I get a “patience” lesson – isn’t that just another way to say some damn thing is flipping in-my-way!  Experience tells me that the “flipping thing” slowing me down often turns out to be a blessing.  Yet, being bound by goals other than my own – I chafe to fly.

My recent foray into tidying is a known exercise of release that worked for me in the past.  Quantum science explains why.  Last week I finished Wes Moss’s book You Can Retire Sooner Than You Think.  Nice!  I am half-way there.  Time is my friend.  I don’t have to do everything today, or even tomorrow.  I’m getting prepared – the thought, word, and deeds are in motion.  My hang-glide date could be closer than I know.  I’m bursting with gratitude, faith and excitement!

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“Those who wish to sing will always find a song.” – Celtic Proverb

 “Those who dance are called insane by those who don’t hear the music.” – Eddie Vedder