Holding the Universe Together – As One

What holds the universe together? … does anyone know?

When I came across this quote, I felt a sense of melancholy and buoyancy all at once.

It’s unlikely I’m alone with those moments when I feel I’m holding the universe together. The responsibility of it can be overwhelming. But when I see the power in it – it’s liberating.

Even science doesn’t know this mystery.

Einstein died seeking a unifying theory. In the 70’s, physicists at CERN identified the substance gluon which carries “the strong force that “glue” quarks into protons, neutrons and other particles known collectively as hadrons.”

High school science teaches us about atoms and electrons; and the neutron/proton within its nucleus. What physicists learned 40 years ago and continue to study today is that “Inside the proton lies the deep, unsettling truth: Stuff is made of nothing, or almost nothing, held together by glue, lots of glue.” And these gluons are “massless and evanescent” and carries “most of the proton’s energy.”

“The closer you look, the more you find the proton is dissolving into lots of particles, each of which is carrying very, very little energy,” . . . “If you really study the equations, it gets almost mystical.”

Frank Wilczek

So, what holds the universe together? Is it gluon? Is it Leah as she leans on the balcony? Maybe Leah is gluon and we’re all Leah. Maybe collectively we hold the universe together.


“To see a world in a grain of sand

And heaven in a wild flower Hold

infinity in the palms of your hand

And eternity in an hour.”

― William Blake

Purpose is More than We Can See

Infinity ∞
– the numberless number; magnitude
– the Absolute; God
Zeno’s Paradox; Infinite Regression

The human brain isn’t big enough to truly hold this concept. Meditating on the idea can open channels to see a glimpse on the horizon; or feel it in stillness; get lost in it.

Still, the meaning and significance of infinity continues to be explored and studied by scholars of math, religion and philosophy.

How and where I fit into the boundless is what captivates me. I used to say we’re each a sliver of the universe. That early view of mine contained only my human life as I am here today. That premise is too small. I’m more than a personality and body; my spirit, my soul – my essence is infinite.

Practically speaking NOW is what I have. However, my thoughts and actions contribute not just to this life, but my soul’s growth and wisdom. This can be a calling or a burden. For me, knowing I’m an endless, everlasting consciousness opens the door for variety and freedom.

This personality is a sliver of my spirit, which is a sliver of the universe. Probably too small still – but something I can continue to reflect on.

In her song, Carol King imagined life as a tapestry. Building on this, imagine the masterpiece being formed at a grand scale – for me, by me. The choices I make in this thread of life contribute to the overall tenor of my being.

Purpose is more than we can see.


“We are travelers on a cosmic journey, stardust, swirling and dancing in the eddies and whirlpools of infinity. Life is eternal. We have stopped for a moment to encounter each other, to meet, to love, to share. This is a precious moment. It is a little parenthesis in eternity.”

― Paulo Coelho